This essay is part of Firstpost’s ‘India and the Indian’ series, which examines the renewed idea of nationalism in vogue today, and what it means.
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A traitor’s testimony
by Malathi Maithri
I’m a traitor who speaks in her mother-tongue
I’m a traitor who eats beef
I’m a traitor who does not worship Hindu Gods
I’m a traitor who refuses to return to the old religion
I’m a traitor who loves a man of another religion
I’m a traitor who refuses to sleep with her husband
I’m a traitor who does not give birth to five children
I’m a traitor who refuses to kill her lovers
I’m a traitor who will not chant Bharat Mata ki Jai when a Dalit sister is paraded naked
I’m a traitor who declines to murder a brother in the crusades to save the cow
I’m a traitor who will not donate to fund a religious riot
I’m a traitor who will not scream for the deportation of those who embrace Islam
I’m a traitor who says do not destroy the forests
I’m a traitor who says do not destroy the mountains
I’m a traitor who says do not poison the seas
I’m a traitor who says do not loot the rivers
I’m a traitor who is against nuclear reactors
This is how I became a traitor
This is how I became anti-Indian
— Translated into English by Meena Kandasamy
Illustration © Namaah K for Firstpost
Séance in Kashmir
by Aditi Angiras
fractured like a plaster
frescoed into the valley
red like corridors
stained with lichens
the nights glow green
hope hides its wickerwork
in a kanger burning
like shikaras in the sky
the water is the vehicle
to hunchbacked histories
the florist delivers
old floating homes
to rows of white lilies
sharing coup and supper
with gentlemen deodar trees
the eyes of young boys
move black mirrors to stones
echoes stand silent
at street corners to watch
tanks turn transparent
spilled like a shiver
we wrestle their laughter
shuffle photographs
captured unfocused like
half-remembered dreams
ghosts jump into jackets
calibrated memories
listen in unspoken tongues
kohl smudged like a border
on the heads of praying mats
— From ‘A Map Called Home’