R Kelly addresses sexual abuse allegations in new 19-minute song titled 'I Admit'

Singer R Kelly, the target of a boycott campaign over his treatment of women, hit back in a 19-minute song in which he reveals he was abused himself

Agence France-Presse July 24, 2018 17:27:57 IST
R Kelly addresses sexual abuse allegations in new 19-minute song titled 'I Admit'

Singer R Kelly, the target of a boycott campaign over his treatment of women, hit back in a 19-minute song in which he reveals he was abused himself.

R Kelly addresses sexual abuse allegations in new 19minute song titled I Admit

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Entitled 'I Admit', the marathon song nonetheless is heavier on denials than acknowledgement as the 'I Believe I Can Fly' star vents frustration over the stream of allegations against him. "I never thought it would come to this / to be the most disrespected artist," he sings over a mid-tempo R&B beat. "So I had to write a song about this / 'cause they always take my words and twist it."

Halfway through the song, Kelly says that a family member touched him sexually from a young age until he was 14.

"So scared to say something / So I just put the blame on me / Now here I am, and I'm trying my best to be honest." The Time's Up movement for gender equality has urged the music industry to part ways with Kelly in the wake of Bill Cosby's conviction, calling for a world in which women "can pursue their dreams free from sexual assault, abuse and predatory behavior."

Kelly was acquitted in 2008 of charges of child pornography after a video allegedly showed him in sexual acts with an underage girl.

More recently, a woman in Dallas complained to police that Kelly knowingly gave her a sexually transmitted disease and BuzzFeed News published an expose in which it said that the singer was keeping six women in virtual slavery with control over their diets, clothing and sex lives.

Kelly, 51, in the song suggests racial bias and draws a contrast with positive portrayals of late Playboy founder Hugh Hefner, known for his multiple relationships with younger women.

Kelly admits sex with "both older and young ladies" but adds: "Really, am I supposed to go to jail or lose my career because of your opinions?"

He also chides celebrities who have turned on him including singer John Legend as well as top streaming service Spotify, which briefly removed him from playlists as part of a crackdown.

"I'm not convicted / Not arrested / Dragged my name in the dirt," he sings.

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